Ohai. I know it's been a while since I wrote anything but whatever yo. WHATEVER WHATEVER I DO WHAT I WANT. K. So like usual, I had a pretty freaky dream yesterday, not like a nightmare per say. You could say it did get a bit creepy towards the end but lemme delve into that soon. Well actually, I only just woke up and I'm pretty hungry so let me go get some food to write this over with :D

~ (Writing time intermission)

I sorta can't remember the beginning of the dream but I know the gist of it which is still gooood. Here's what happened:

We were playing a board game which somehow was a mixture between Cluedo (I say this because I remember the box being Cluedo) and Monopoly (pieces resembled houses). Well actually, now that I think about it, the board game we were playing was quite strange, I can't name it. We were playing in this dark room that had a blue hue, it was only lit up by the lights from the windows above.


~ (Always slacking off, lala~)

The people involved were some from my anime club at uni and my friend Jared. The board game involved me as the host dealing out pairs of card where each pair has a corresponding coloured pieces attached to them. Each pair was also an answer to the questions I would ask of the players. Once the question was asked, players had to decided on an answer by picking a piece which could only be picked by one person so it worked in a first come first serve basis.

 Uhm. I sorta can't remember the game now since I left it till too long after to write this up haha (I'm about to go to sleep, maybe I shall resume this dream)

Continuing on. While playing the game, the atmosphere was just eerie. I think apart from the blue hue of the room and strands of light seeping from the window, there may have been lit candles on the ground all gathered in the right corner... But the room I envisioned us playing in was like a classroom. Not particularly a school classroom or one of my uni ones but it seemed familiar like a mesh of the two. The room was shaped like an 'L' as well (Imagine a square divided equally into four. Now imagine that square with the top left quarter gone. Ta-dah~ An L room!) but uh. We just proceeded to play on.

It wasn't the whole club either. The only recognisable person I remember from club is a guy named Lloyd.. and das all I can remember now :| There were girls on my left and I don't even think Lloyd was playing the game, he was just sitting there. uhm. I think Jared mighta been playing. So we proceeded on. Until. A group of people marched into the room. Oh btw, the game we were playing wasn't even scary at all.

The group of people were dressed as vampires. Now I wasn't sure if they WERE actually vampires but they weren't like the Twilight family, oh no. It was also weird because Shin (another person from club) was following the group. She appeared lifeless, pale and drained of blood (oh noooo). The 'leader' (white skinned, wearing a cape. You know, the general vampire outfit) sorta transported to the center of the room (thank god it wasn't close to us) and stayed silent, keeping his gaze on me. It wasn't a deathly gaze or anything or a 'I VANNA SUCK YAH BLOOD' gaze but seemed like an impatient, calm one. I think he asked me that they wanted to use the room as a 'photoshoot' as well which I sorta found a tad odd.

By that point, we were nearly done with the game anyway and I was tallying up the scores of each player. Lloyd nudged to me that it was probably best we leave before any trouble happens and that I could always finish the game outside, out of harm's way. So I did. Which was when I woke up. Another strange thing I wanted to add was that, I think Jared at one point of the game might have slid across the table of pieces and ruined the set up? haha uhm.. and the vampire leader had this altered voice which sounded like a robot/ deep... hiding the original voice.. I dunno. It was strange. (Also felt eerie because I kept hearing strange noises. Like background noises you'd find in a horror game)

Sooooo if you're reading this, I'm glad you stuck out till the very end? :3 I appreciate it~ annnd hopefully I gather myself up and be productive before uni starts up again on Tuesday @_@ das all folks! Until next time, Ja ne!
~ Selina

'Life is never fair. Despite this, it is the most wonderful thing.' (Takahashi)

This weekend I've sorta gotten these weeeeird as dreams, which I personally don't mind them cause they're cool and all then it got me thinking about how maybe my creativity juices are replenishing itself :D But yeahs uhm, yesterday's dream or two days ago was about this party I held magically on school grounds got out of hand and I eventually kicked people out.

All the people I remember were Franjo who was getting a bit tipsy I think, Brett kept acting like a dog crawling around on all fours and Jared was I dunnos man, he sorta just disappeared with a keg running around wildly. Uhhh and that’s all I can remember, the rest of the people seemed to be random. There was one room where it was open and all but I found out that it turned out to be an orgy party in there... O_o So course I wouldn’t join em and instead stopped the whole party via turning off the music player and I heard sounds like “hey!” *gasp!* signalling their reactions to a halt in the music obviously. And just...grabbed the microphone and ordered everyone out. Hey presto they did besides the actual people I wanted to keep at the party. And uh... yeahs... weird huh?

Today’s dream I guess was about how I never arrived home till late one day at school and I was stressing out a lot about my parents. It all started with how I was walking with Jared and Maryanne from school to go to the Hume highway bus stop. But we, well they sorta stopped for this weird Japanese contraption of eating sushi ish thing you’d expect from an out there Japanese game show. So the two played with it, with Jared being the subject and sitting in the middle of it and eating the foods under time and he was spun around in the middle as well which made him vomit. So then the game would restart cos you had to eat all the food without vomiting. Pretty sick I reckon.

I was unsure about staying with them being silly and all so I told them I was going to walk back onto the bus stop. But then I checked my watch and it turned out to be 6 o clock O_O which made me freak out cos it suddenly turned dark ish so I ran back to find them gone into Kendell drive with Joe being picked up by.. Someone. A white van at the least. I yelled out Joe’s name repeatedly and I heard his response so that was a bit of a relief. Ran to his house and Jared and Maryanne there too. But uhhh... it turned out to be my house ish well felt like my own house.

To keep this story short uhm...basically I was worried about how my parents felt about me coming home late at like 8 o clock and I devised the lie of how the school had a catholic church thing going on with different schools here and when I talked about it to my mum on the telephone I had a flashback of it. It was pretty funny and rushed and when I finished recounting the lie I hung up and peered outta the window. Uhhh... I needed to go toilet too but the wacky thing was that the door next to Anne’s room was the toilet but the toilet was outside... okay. I crawled outside so that the neighbours couldn’t spot me but we didn’t even have a fence ==. Which wouldn’t have worked out? I'm sitting on the loo with them just not watching maybes but they’re there anyways == erh...

Uh so yeah didn’t go toilet. I kept pacing back and forth between Jared’s room and Maryanne’s room which were pretty spacious so maybe this was my dream house but uh... I looked outside and saw my relatives (all the old people who drink :/) and they were coming outside gathering around on chairs and were going to drink. My grandpa looked small though :/ and fidgety. And twitchy. But uh.. another weird thing was that students from my school in their sports uniform was there O_o I saw Melanie :L but uh.. which was who I could remember from the faces...maybe the students had no faces. Derp. Yeahs it was just an insane dream. INSANE I TELL YOU. Though I did enjoy it. More details too but I am not bothered writing it all down and I should get crack a lackin on stuff to do today even though I’m sick. Plus I’ll be home alone again soon :D so yays. And hullo readers :3

Soo... to start off. Stoopid asians are stoopid. Stoopid asian old men who bump into cars resulting in a bumper car crash is stoopid. All in all they just tick me off.

Hmm what else... why can't there just be one brand of milk huh? farh out. It will, in my opinion, seriously stop all the excess money going into buying a ...bottle? well a litre of milk and then you come home to open the fridge to store away the new bought milk to find another litre in there. AND A DIFFERENT BRAND TOO.. geeez

Songs too! The people for bing lee and... some other people in shops too, I forgot nows, but how they use songs old old songs for their ad. Which annoys me as well. As to why couldn't they be creative and create their own songs to use insteada copying old tunes and jingles and tweaking it just a tad here and there to make it their own. All in all it should be plaigarism isn't it? But I guess not since they'd pay the songs owners first to be allowed the use the song to their liking.

Ah wells.. oh and did you hear? I spent over 20 bucks on pocky on my trip to Parramatta. Maybe I'll be bothered to take pics of em all when I do collect them all. I mean, theres heaps a plenty.

ZOMG AGAINS..== What about me.. Man, it wasn't even Shannon Noll's song. Hm :|

But uhm.. I think that should be all I should blog for now hahahs I'm so not bothered nemore..

Bye allll! till next time yo~
but yeahs... well what im gonna say now.is. ITS FINALLY FRIGGIN TIME I CAN GET MY HANDS ON A CONTROLLER AND START PLAYING A BLOODY GAME. DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO GO WITHOUT GAMES FOR A WHOLE SCHOOL TERM MEANING FOUR BLOODY TERMS. FOUR FRIGGIN WEEKS. ZOMG MAN I WOULDA DIED IF IT WASN'T FOR DAMN SCHOOL.


I CAN HAS VIDEO GAME MARATHONS NOW. AND NO ONE WOULD GIVE A FARHKEDUP TILL THE NEXT MORNING OR SOMETHING.

FINISHING THE DAMN GAMES I ACTUALLY WANNA GET INTO AND FINISH..(like persay i made up that list last time, remember remember? aye? AYEEEE?!)



but yeahs. that is all. NOOB

end rant/
Just a little something I wrote, hope you enjoy!

There they sat, on an early August day. Knowing the impact this decision had, they went hand in hand, and took a leap of faith.

He had just met her, on one summer's day in January. Sweaty palms and oily hair, he was introduced to her by a mutual friend. Though not in person (for that was to come later), he was quite intrigued by this girl. No apprehension, or fear; he was comfortable with her, even when he couldn't be comfortable with himself.

She was different, for she had known about him for longer than expected. Always looking at him from a distance, he spoke to her without saying any words. She knew he was different, not like other boys. The boy with unkempt hair, and the untucked shirt, who's brain was filled with thoughts of video games and music.

They didn't know it, but their fates would soon be intertwined.

Later that month, they finally met each other in person at an art gallery. Hitting it off, they soon grew to become closer and closer. A trip to the library, or a game of tekken between the two, where competitiveness was the order of the day, it was never a dull affair between them.

And although events threatened to fracture their friendship, it was ultimately a case of triumph through adversity, where the girl, had managed to work up the courage to speak once more. The boy, knowing he felt the same way, took the opportunity to be something new, to start a life he had previously been afraid of.

And there they sat, on an early August day. Hand in hand, ready to take a leap of faith.
Lately I've been noticing the moments
Where I'm staring up at the ceiling
Or my head is tilted against the pressure of the water
Coming out of the shower.

Where my only companions
Are my thoughts
Taking me away some place else
Everywhere and nowhere
Running away, coming back.
I'm looking out the window
There's two buildings, one much taller than the other.
I'd go into detail about what the buildings look like.
But I'm tired.
I'm really tired...